time
a big fear i have is time. or to be more specific, not having enough time.
i'm scared of those quick little judgements, bad first impressions, and huge mistakes! all of those can't be fixed without enough time. it takes a lot of time for people to change their minds about you, to forget about a first impression, and to forgive you for something you did wrong.
all of us have been given an allocated amount of time with each other... and when that time runs out, and you didn't live up to their expectations, then they permanently have the wrong idea of you in their head. that terrifies me!
it's important to cherish the time we have with one another, because it can be ripped away from you in just a couple minutes. time is precious, especially because you can never go back.
lately, i've been feeling really down. i think i'm running out of time with the people i love. that makes me sad. if i could redo things, i'd definitely make sure that i wouldn't take the time i spent with others for granted ever again.
i hope in the future, i can use my time more wisely. i'd like to think i can leave my mark — positively.